a passion for basketball

im so back again XD

2005-06-25T14:40:00.000-07:00

hmm ya. so im back again. after 4 months ?
decided to come back to blogging cause school starting and i cant help but start crapping off at my blog and venting my anger here.
another reason is well.. notice my blog URL, its "basketballfurlife" so ya.. its de fur which also means "for", i know its lame. but i got e idea from paws'N'fur pet shop. i bought my dog from dere XD
tomorrow is sch day. and i hate it. the new campus got cams everywhere.. feel so watched every min. ><
HATE SCHOOLS
seeya all. takecare.

why is this so.

2005-03-19T03:53:00.000-08:00

i wont say i blame him but neither would i say im not angry or sad. yvonne.. does she even like me before with all those messages she sent which wrote " i wished i could lie on your shoulders, -muacks-, how i wish you were beside me " sigh. this message are not normal to me. i started to like her a lil. but i was not sure so i did not told her anything due to past past exprerience bout a girl i hurt when i told her *ilu* when im not sure. so i waited to be more sure. and in school of cause i would tell my buds. den right after that my bud use my phone to call her to like di-siao her. i tried to took back de phone of cause but held back alil cause i was thinking " aiya nvm lahs. later he think that i am thinking his trying to steal her from me. " but right after that she asked for his msn and friendster and so did my bud asked for hers. and i gave it to both of them. and soon all de hugs and muacks messages disappear. and her message became lesser and lesser each day till now. i haven receive any for de past few days. and today they both went out. i was asked to go with de both of them too. but i din. cause i knew she liked him already. and i just gave way. and now they are both together. im angry because if my bud did not call her that day. i would have been with her right now. but again i regretted because i took her for granted. and sad because i wish de person she is with no is me, i like her alot and in fact my bud knows it too. but now i could only wish them both happiness. yvonne. i promise i wont like you starting from today. i dont wish to like my buds girlfriend. its totally wrong to do so. and min hun please treat her well will ya ? shes a good girl. its been a long time since i cried. and today marks de day. im sorry for blocking you both from msn. but i got no choice. i dont got de guts to face de fact. and now i could only drown myself in musics of sadness. im sorry...

everythings gay ?

2005-03-18T06:55:00.000-08:00

lols. stupid topic huh. well. feel kinda lazy these few days. its like no mood for anything since something weird happened. argh !! totally gay man ! and gay as in sucks not happy ya ? get it right. heh. i totally lost confidence in myself already. was always wondering " why de hell is this guy or woman looking at me like that for ?! " hahas. kinda of too whats thats word ? erm. heck. i just cut my hair and stuffs so ya. very ugly, not that i was good looking before i cut but its like worst than before. people gets hair cut and makes them look better. for me its totally another way round. so gay ! okay so those are appearence probs but now it adds up. my basketball sucks like crapz too. so yup. another blow to my heart and im thinking to myself " your look sucks . your studies sucks . and your basketball sucks. what a failure !! " argh. now i really find that im one of those most hopeless guys out there. this is so sos so gay !! hmm . seems like de topic fits well. everythings gay !! for me that is. heh. cya guys. no one know bout this blogg yet. shall announce it right after this. x)

something wrong bout it

2005-03-08T09:13:00.000-08:00

hais. damn this blog sia. somethings wrong with de time. ><
hmm i dont really like de scroll bar for mie naviagations but heck. i like de picture alot. hahas. i haven got a tagboard up yet cause something is kinda wrong with the webbie. but all of de whole blog. i love my music da most. x) it rocks !! heh.

I felt terrible.
Why?
Because the reason is U.
Whenever i miss U,
i wanna talking to U.
But whenever i see U,
i'm lost for word.
All i can do is run away from U.
A bottle @ green tea a day,
keep the doctor away.
It's true,
U noe?
Cause i have been drinking it.
But i can't drink it everyday though,
just like i can't see u everyday...

just wanna do a preview

2005-03-08T09:00:00.000-08:00

test test. stupid blogger. need to have at least one post in order to preview -___-